Wednesday, March 23, 2011

The month of March~

Had almost left my little blog here rot away this month.. haha..

I'm finally back.. lifting my little fingers on my keyboard.. typing away, not for work emails/submission.. but my personal little space =)

The month of March had been especially uplifting, seems like I'm finally breathing in renewed air~ seeking things that I truly enjoy doing, seeing what's truly important in life, taking on challenges as they come my way.. Loving myself even more~ Oblivious to this in the past, but slowly discovering and can't emphasise this enough now! haha..

As the month slowly comes to a close..  Just a recap of events and some random shots.. haha!

Had a great dinner at Wild Honey with Mr Koh on Valentine's Day... Delicious food, warm and cosy ambience.. A nice and simple dinner, spending quality time together.. Happy Anniversay my dear~

It was Daddy's birthday few weeks ago... Treated him to pu tien and i'm glad my folks liked the food =) The dearest people in my life from the day I caught my first breath! and I know they will always be there for me.. showering me with unconditional love~
Happy Birthday Papa!!

Went drinking and dinner with colleagues after a hectic day at work at Orgo, Esplanade rooftop =) Breath-taking night view of Singapore's CBD at night.. Cool view, nice wine, delicious food, good company, what's more, we were given very good seats - inside an air conditioned 'fish tank'.. perfect~ =) too bad there's work the next day..

We all need some intoxication in life~ what's yours?

Finally met Gingy on the streets of Orchard! and he's shy *pinch*
And I can't help but notice a gangster staring at me from behind.. creepy! =P

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I wish I was born in the 60's

Recently had this discussion with my colleague, about wishing we were born in the 60's.... which left me pondering hard~ and as the random thoughts accumulate, I felt that it would be interesting to pen down whatever that crossed my mind.. to see if my thoughts make any sense at all~

Why the 60's? Simply because things were simpler then.... Without the forces of technology, the evolution of IT.. I really think that I'm born in the wrong era, and that I belonged to a much older and simpler world.. call me old fashioned, but that's they way I am and how I like it to be...

Take music for example, I'm thankful that I was introduced to music that belonged to my Dad's era, at a tender age.. the likes of the eagles, chicago, bread, etc... Those are what I would really call songs.. Never heard of them before? I won't blame you.. Times have changed... What makes a song? To me, it's the Lyrics~ Whether it touches your heart and if you are able to relate to it.. and of course the soulful voice that accompanies the music..

Gone were the days where singers will sing their hearts out.. and that you can actually feel the sincerity in their voices.. honest lyrics! In my opinion, modern songs are crap... electronically edited voices, lousy melodies, trashy lyrics.. that's about all? of coz I cannot deny that albeit some tunes are pretty catchy, the rest are more or less meaningless.. Perhaps I'm indeed an ambassador of the past~ but I honestly am disappointed with the songs now..

Cause of the 'demise'? I can only attribute this to the advancement of technology.. The world is changing too fast, times have changed, attitudes change, people change, morals change... moral degradation they call it.. and this is evident in our everyday life now~ I'm questioning the existence of humanity, integrity and faith.. Technology brought along with it joys and woes.. Which brings me to an article which I read not too long ago~

It was a true love story about a British soldier who came to Singapore for training during wartime, and met a beautiful Singaporean lady at the campsite's canteen.. she was a helper at the canteen.. both fell deeply in love, and began writing letters to each other, even when he went back to UK.. They communicated through letters, as there was no such thing as sms, emails, tango, viber, etc.. Years passed, and fate has it that they were eventually not meant to be together.. But this British man (in his 60's now), didnt give up hope.. he is still searching for the lady he fell in love with decades ago, but had sadly lost contact with..

It was unbelievable, and it definitely touched my heart.. such steadfast faith and love.. built solely on a promise, strengthened by merely writing letters to each other.. Simple as that~

However, with all the distractions (or convenience) brought about by technology, communication becomes easier, but much of humanity gets lost in transit.. World becomes convoluted through media, people get busy and distracted, almost forgotten the primary essence of communication..

It's a pity.. that over the years, along with the hustle and bustle brought about by technology, the once much treasured and guarded values and morals gradually lost its meaning.. and perhaps became worthless or even a joke to some~

I can rattle on and on.. but well, I shall just stop here... For now, I really hope that I can go back in time, back the 60's, lead a simple yet enriching life~ perhaps in my dreams tonight..

Goodnight world!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

All in a typical day~

A good friend told me something which I really didn't want to know...
It made dejected... =(

My big boss approved my paper which I spent few months working on within 2 hrs after submission...
I was elated! I felt 5 kg lighter, maybe 10kg~~ =)

Joking with my colleagues over lunch and giving silly English names to those with only Chinese names...
Made me laugh my lungs out and be amazed at how creative policy-writers can be... =P

Knowing that colleagues left a mini magnum (though I would prefer other flavours) at my desk after I came back from a discussion...
Made me feel loved and not forgotten... Brightened up my day! ^-^

Took the train back to Serangoon Station with a colleague who used to be from my department....
She made me realise that time really flies.... What have i achieved and what do I want moving forward? Confused...

While walking home, I overheard a family at storey 2 shouting and screaming at one another..
I felt sorry for them, and fortunate at the same time... That I have a wonderful and loving family =)

I saw a stranger playing hide-and-seek with his dog at the void deck, the poor little dog looked lost and forlorn while searching.. I pointed the dog to the direction in which its owner was hiding, and eventually it was back into the owner's embrace...
I felt amused... that I was actually part of the hide-and-seek~ and touched coz the little doggy found its owner =)

These little and simple events in a day actually felt so real and precious~
Amidst the multitude of emotions experienced in a simple day, I secretly wish for something else...

Intoxicate me now~

Friday, February 18, 2011

Finding yourself

By looking inward to what is there
Not knowing if at all you can bare
What is hiding in the corners of your soul
If it is right or even whole

That which dwells inward, take care of what you see
Take care of all that is, or ever will be
Seeing everything up close no one else can
finding yourself is when you truly win

You must take all the good with the bad
Do not shy away or be sad
You must look on with clear mind
To see yourself and what you will find

Be brave, bold, and truthful too
Hold your head high and look deep within you

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12 years ago, Cedar Girls Secondary School taught me 3 values which I hold dearly within me... Honesty, Perseverance and Honesty.....
 
Today, I've taught myself another 3 values which I believe will bring me further in life...
Courage, Integrity and Faith.... 3 simple words with immense significance~
 
Today, let's all take a step back, take things slow.. and embark on this magical journey of finding yourself =)
 

Monday, January 24, 2011

Our Home~

Finally, on our 6th try~ we've got a number =)

#145 was our magic number to select......

a home in Anchorvale Drive, Sengkang.....
and our unit? haha...
I've drew a red oval to indicate our unit! Our unit number: #16-334

Chose the unit on the highest level, getting ready to be swept off our feets~ haha..

Taking a peek into the interior....

and finally the cosy neighbourhood where we will reside.........
not shown on model: on the left of the estate is the Sengkang sports hub, and to the right, will be a school, which will be just beside our block..

and this will be our home in approximately 4 years' time =)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Kids grow up~ =)

Been a long time since I last saw Jonas, my little cousin who is already 10 years old! (wait, or is it 9? hahaha =P) Time flies, and it felt like yesterday since I last saw him... this bundle of joy, never fails to make me laugh, or want to 'disturb' him.. I derive joy in irritating him (hahhaa.. I know I sound perverted!)

Anyway, met this little cousin of mine few weeks ago at Beh Beh yi's place, and boy was I shocked.. haha! kids really grow up very quickly... seriously, or should I say they are so well fed now (compared to my time), that their growth rate seems to be exponential!

I almost couldnt recognise my little cousin.. haha.. but of coz he's still charming in his own way.. grew up to be more talkative, more knowledgable, coz he taught me how to play the game beyblade, the functions of the various kinds of beyblades (honestly, I think they are just tots to me)... HAHA! 

See how big he is now =) he told me he's in the bball team now... haha! and was full of pride when he told me that.. I guess it's most boys' dream to be in a 'macho' eca such as bball, soccer, athletics.. or at least that's how I feel... haha..

He used to listen to me then, and did what I asked him to do... haha.. like posing nicely for a picture.... But now.. look how growing up changed him =P HAHA!


He gave me a blur look with half closed eyes.. trying to be funny right? haha...

I asked for another shot again... haha.. and as expected....

He stuck out his tongue... Noticed how I maintained the same smile and 'twist'... HAHA! it's hilarious.. =P

Too bad Jiaxin wasn't there when I visited, and I really miss her..... been such a looonnnngggg time since I last saw her... It either a case of she's there when I wasn't, or she's not there when I visited.. HAHA! but I hope I can see her during CNY =) I hope she remembers me................ =P

Anyway, managed to dig out some old photos I used to take with the little ones (not so little now)..... Seeing them grow up, really reminds me that I'm getting older =P

Now I really understand how the adults felt then, when they commented the same about us when we slowly grew up! haha... It's true~ Well...... since that's inevitable, everyone's gotta grow up and old someday... I'm just gonna embrace growing up (I hope I still am, and not starting to grow old =P) and live my life to the fullest =) haha...

Thankfully, I still have these precious pictures and memories to remind me of those happy moments together when we all were younger... haha! 10 years down the road, let's go back to the old photos and see how we have changed/grown..

They say nothing lasts forever.. well, I beg to differ~ coz a photograph embalms time and is memory in the raw =)

Walking down memory lane (playing the song 'The young ones" in my head)................


Memories = Priceless! =)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Happy New Year 2011

Happy New Year!!! =)

Long overdue post, coz I've been pretty caught up with work... ever since the new year started.. so much so that I would be drained off all energy to even switch on my computer to blog.. haha... Work is zapping my energy (can zap my fats too! haha.. I don't mind)... I don't even have energy to jog.. this is bad =P

Anyway, things can only get better from here.. haha!

Back to NYE =) haha... Counted down to the new year with dearest Mr Koh! haha.. went for a nice dinner at Ding Tai Fung.. at Marina Bay link... the usually quiet and deserted underground linkway was suddenly packed with hordes of people, all carrying smiles on their faces.. it's a happy sight! so infectious that it's hard being gloomy that night.. haha..

We ordered xiao long bao, siew mai and noodles... haha.. yummy~

Me with the weird looking siew mai... which tastes like xiao long bao! hahaha...

We found a good spot (or so we thought) at the Marina Bay Promenade.. and settled for the night, all the way to countdown.. =) haha.. started camping at ard 10pm and chatted and ppl-watched till the end of 2010... haha...

Our view for the last 2 hrs of 2010 =) Singapore has become more and more beautiful over the years... don't you think so?

Our last picture together in 2010... waiting excitedly to welcome 2011!

The clock struck 12........ HAPPY NEW YEAR! ppl cheered as the fireworks exploded in the dark sky.. It's exceptionally beautiful to view the fireworks with the cbd skyline as the backdrop...

Breath-taking.. for the first 3 minutes.. haha.. coz the wind gradually blew the smoke towards our direction.. and covered the fireworks... so all we saw for the last few mins was smoke.. with flashes of colourful light peeping from the gaps of the smoke... HAHA!

On new year's day~ Mr Koh and I had a date with the Philatelic Museum....... haha.. coz all Museums offered free entry for all on New Year's Day! =) yay....

Mr Koh posing with the old letter box... from UK? haha..

We explored the Musuem and it was nice to understand a little bit more about something which had almost become non-existent in today's world - stamps...

How many of you still keep your stamp album? or have ever kept one? haha... sadly I lost mine =p

We loitered around, and chanced upon this area with lots of colourful pictures and drawings.. think it was some contest with various schools and organisations taking part in..

Him acting silly again.. haha..

And me getting cosy with a UK letter box.. it's nice right? so old school...

Went to the 2nd level.. and saw this heritage exhibition..... they decorated the place to look 60's/70's... it's nice! haha.. can't help but to take more pictures.. and to fool ard~

See the clogs and liang teh stall? haha...

Tikam tikam~ and can I get this magazine pls? haha.......

Happy New Year dear all~ haha.. hope your 2011 started off well =)